| Jan. 25th, 2004 @ 08:15 pm Preparation |
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Current Mood:  thoughtful
- Bag acquired.
- Games packed (both PC and Cube).
- Clothes selected and packed. Heavy on the sweaters and t-shirts to wear beneath.
- Passport found.
- Messenger bag, found.
- Camera charged and packed.
- GBA-SP charged and packed.
- Charger for both, packed.
- BBQ sauce packed.
- Tea bags packed.
- Doc Martens packed.
- Extra GBA games packed.
- Money for travel acquired and packed.
- No books, laptops, or Cubes proper making this trip.
The day before I travel, I feel like some kind of occult magus, preparing himself for a day-long ritual. There's the mystic ablution, wherein I am ascertained of the body's cleanliness. There's the ritual Last Meal, 12hrs before the main ritual itself is started, so the body can be purged in the meantime. There is the sacred drugs that are swallowed, the acetaminophen, and later the loratadine, neither of which give rise to visions but make the transition for space to space palatable. There are ritual clothes to be worn at certain times and ritual actions to be worked in the presence of the enemy.
All in all, I'm pretty much with Aleister Crowley on the presence of magick in existence, for all I'm simultaneously a staunch materialist. On such contradictions are lives laid. |